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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
1:05 am
my new journal is kirstorama. ADD ME!!!
4 bids| buy the stairway to heaven
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
10:36 pm
The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small,
uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for GOD to rescue
him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none
seemed forthcoming.

Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out
of driftwood to protect himself from the elements, and to
store his few possessions.

One day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find
his little hut in flames, with smoke rolling up to the sky.
The worst had happened, and everything was lost. He was
stunned with disbelief, grief, and anger. "GOD, how could
you do this to me?" he cried.

Early the next day he was awakened by the sound of a ship
that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him.
"How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his
rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied. <
BR>It's easy to get discouraged when things are going bad,
but we shouldn't lose heart, because GOD is at work in our
lives, even in the midst of pain, and suffering. Remember
that, the next time your little hut seems to be burning to
the ground. It just may be a smoke signal that summons the
grace of GOD.

my life is caving in...
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
5:37 pm - wooo
Take the quiz: "Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?"

Adriana Lima
You are wild,crazy,exotic, and love to wear as little as possible!

school...blehhh. our showcase is in 8 dias!! woooo. finally on stage. so the ap exam is may 3rd and im screwed i've resorted to not even study... good idea? because i know that there is nooo way in hell to pass that shit, unless u've installed encyclopedias in your brain, like giacomo. so im not really nervous for it now that i thought of that brilliant plan... on another note this week has been pretty sweet considering i didnt go to school mon. and today was a "go-in-late-day" and tomorrow is a half day.. AND THE SCHOOL BOARDS POINT IS?? wow we havent had a 1/2 day in foreverrrr.

<3 kirsta

lol roni "YEA 4-20!!!!!"

current mood: mischievous
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Friday, April 1st, 2005
11:25 am - since im sick and dont have a life...
TEN random things you might not know about me:
1: i still watch nick and the disney channel
2: i used to be in love w/ brian greene
3: i think feet are the grossest thing ever
4: in first grade i won the state science fair, first place
5: ive been dancing for 12 years
6: i once drove a three wheeler into a canal (not on purpose)
7: im allergic to cats and dogs
8: my grandpa has cancer
9: my dad used to motorcross
10: i hate strep throat

NINE places I’ve visited
1: sannibal island
2: maine
3: texas
4: missouri
5: california
6: nevada
7: colorado
8: connecticut
9: soon to be - HAWAII!

EIGHT things I want to do before I die
1: perform on broadway
2: take my mom to the greek islands
3: marry shia labeouf
4: win a tony award
5: see o.m.a.m. one more time
6: visit the virgin islands
7: fall in love forever
8: record a song w/ led zepplin

SEVEN ways to win my heart
1: make me laugh
2: take care of me when im sick
3: dont stalk me, dont be obsessive
4: gives massages
5: wipe my hair out of my face
6: sings to me
7: brings candy and flowers for no reason

SIX things I’m afraid of
1: heights
2: snakes
3: the future
4: baracudas
5: feet

FIVE things I don't like
1: strep throat
2: rap music
3: periods!
4: animae or however u spell it
5: fighting w/ mom

FOUR ways to turn me off
1: over- obsessiveness
2: guys who just want to cyber or have sex w/ u
3: break promises
4: smelly feet

THREE Things I do everyday
1: eat
2: shit
3: sleep

TWO things I am trying not to do right now
1: think about o.m.a.m.
2: cry

ONE thing on my mind right now
1: maralago...

current mood: depressed
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
10:04 pm - fuck tonsils
soo no o.m.a.m. tomorrow

nooo maralago

and maybe a bad party

all because of.....


im soo upset.

current mood: exhausted
3 bids| buy the stairway to heaven
Monday, March 28th, 2005
5:31 pm - pissing my pants
theres a candy bar/energy bar called AVID!!!!

waiting for the shows....

current mood: bouncy
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
11:52 am - adios fl.... hola ct....
so connecticut today... ughh. margaret and stenchy relatives sleeping in my bed, while i sleep in the cold dark basement. i wish briahna was going to stay in ct. with me again. i think the hardest part of me going up there is, i will miss o.m.a.m. and friends! today i talked to travis on the phone and he mentioned mr. cox (veternarian) and my heart lept into my throat. geez its so terrible! ill also miss cc, and our amazing adventures. yesterday we were tanning on my trampoline, and these black kids, selling meat came into my yard, 1 foot from trampoline, hooting at us! if u have been to my house, you woukld know that no one ever is out in the acreage, so it scared the shit out of me!! never in the 13 years ive lived here has someone just walk on to my property... sooo WEIRD!

spring break is my life saver. i love it, and i think dreyfoos kids well deserve it!


current mood: rejuvenated
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
9:20 pm
mice of men over?? ... I THINK NOT!! WOOOO

current mood: dorky
2 bids| buy the stairway to heaven
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
10:21 pm
mom = bitch
dad = nerd
trent = my baby
mike = someone im never going to get over
roni/emmy = bff
erica/lauren/angie = my new incredible friends
milton = my fave puppy
sims = best acting teacher ever
jen = someone i was still close w/
christian = my husband
joey/kelsey/missa/mikel = people who know me best

i really think im going insane. i get it from my momma.

i wish my dad still lived in the bluff's. i wish he never met margaret. i wish we still spent our winters at brett's and our weekends with the scotten's. i wish we could still ride our bikes to the beach and the ice cream shop. i wish we walked to the inlet and had picnics still. i wish we spent our summer days at the pool, where i made whirl pools. i wish we still visited texas every year. i wish we attended joey's halloween/ b-day parties every october. i wish you still rode your motor bike with joe every day after work. i wish you still made YOUR spaghetti and not margaret's. i wish you would be you again, and not margaret.
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Monday, March 14th, 2005
6:43 pm - just a dog keeper...
soo mice and men is half way over, and today we had nooo rehersal which is sooo weird, sooo weird. im so used to staying till 10... im going to miss the cast and crew soooo much! ahh im going to cry! even though i cry every performance.. haha tom. but everyone in that cast and crew is amazing, absolutley amazing. ive mat soo many new people and gotten to know people i was just acquaintances with. its just such an outstanding experience, that im never goin to forget! on another note christian cohn, isnt chinese.. haha lauren! hes soo awesome though, full of energy!!!! i can tell hes good at his work, and im thrilled to b retrieving info from him.

my mom and i have not been getting along at all lately. its sooo upseting and shes always mentioning how im a horrible dog keeper and i cant wait if u move up to connecticut so i get away from you. and your such a bitch, and im never doing nething for you again, and i hate dreyfoos, ETC.ETC. ahhh u kno i really dont want the show to end b/c i HATE coming home and getting bitched at! its the most awful feeling ive ever gotten, the feeling that u can never please your mom in w/e u do, that something is ALWAYS wrong. i think thats why i tend to be emotional during shows, the fact that after friday, im going back to my regular life... the life without lennie, george, milton, smokey, allie, the cast and crew, and being with sims everyday. its as if im loosing a comfort zone, the one place i feel safe in. and its over in 5 days, i dont know its just soo overwhelming! this experience, even if its just dog keeping has really helped me through tough stuff thats goin on, b/c when ever i turn around there is someone to talk to or to listen to... we're just like a huge family, and i feel like my family is being taken away from me. i think it finally hit me that my breath-taking experience is almost near an end, today when i was at the bus loop, waiting for my bus (which i havent done in 2-3 months) it was sooo weird, like the twilight zone... i think what i want to get off my chest are my feelings for that person, but i cant b/c i dont want to be like the freshman who leaves roses on the car... i cant be known as another girl who is dreaming of s/t that won't happen, I WANT IT TO HAPPEN!! so badly... i guess i have one more word for the cast and crew of "of mice and men", and that is, THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR THE EXPERIENCE YOU GAVE ME!! GOOD LUCK!! I LOVE YOU ALL, even eric!!

much much love,

current mood: accomplished
5 bids| buy the stairway to heaven
Monday, March 7th, 2005
9:07 pm - touching song
There’s a lady who’s sure
All that glitters is gold
And she’s buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she’s buying a stairway to heaven.

There’s a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
’cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook
There’s a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There’s a feeling I get
When I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen
Rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it’s whispered that soon
If we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn
For those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there’s a bustle in your hedgerow
Don’t be alarmed now,
It’s just a spring clean for the may queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by
But in the long run
There’s still time to change the road you’re on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won’t go
In case you don’t know,
The piper’s calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How ev’rything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she’s buying a stairway to heaven.
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Sunday, March 6th, 2005
7:07 pm - L0v3...
rehersal is soo long and tiring, even though i really dont do nething but watch the last scene and cry my eyes out. but as much as the other kids in school (that r )NOT involved with the show, would never even think of coming to school on the weekends, but i love it, i cant stand my house at all, my mother is NEVER home and when she is all she does is yell ... im sooo tired of it. annnddd when u have the biggest love for a cast member, it aint too bad ... ;) we had small conversations today, i enjoyed it b/c i had an orgasm, jk lol. <3333

another note, mike's (not <3) partay was fun, except for the fact that all this drama was started and carried on between people. do you know the stupidest little things start fights?? i fucking swear the STUPIDEST convo's, actions, etc. it actually worries me, b/c during the disagreement, u try to work things out and nobody wants too, CRAZY!! and i just have to get this off my chest, but ever since i stopped hanging out and, actually, talking to this one person,whom i was very closed to{;)}, i have become the happiest person, idk i really dont feel tied down to all their crap, I LOVE IT. haaa its strange but if u "best friends" keep talking shit and fighting over little things, sry to break it to u, but you could be soo much happier not around them, and then in some cases u won't, i guess it depends...

ok well Milton is fucking pissing me off, soo im off!!

Eyes Were Watching God --> tonite 9 pm abc (watch it!!!)

o and andrew LOVE ur mom!


current mood: annoyed
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Friday, March 4th, 2005
11:07 pm
i finally realized the importance of being involved in the theater department, it really (not trying to b dramatic) makes me feel so honored to be part of the production. Mice and Men will be absolutely AMAZING, and i am really looking forward to the opening nite. james parenti is my favorite cast member, he is the sweetest guy...n then there's others who r assholes, but achieving a higher standard ... they r now dirtbags. i've decided to rename Milton, LUCIFER! it's such a suitable name for the little demon, fucking shits and bites everything and everywhere. ?? . o and may i just add, the music (sound setting for M.a.M.) is truly outstanding, n so is the set !!.

i talked to farmer today, and i wish i really had enough money and freetime, away from my father,to go to Circle in a Square, and i wish i had the talent... i get into the mood where i look at the theater department and i get so discouraged and feel that i have to live up to other poeples expectations, and i have to meet all this criteria of fighting for each position whether it be the lead of the play, or the paint crew head, or even the damn dog keeper, and the people i'm competing with are soo amazing at there work and i'm soo insecure about mine (when compared to theirs), i dont know, its all soooooooo FRUSTRATING!!! and i dont know if its just a girl thing, but it makes me soo upset sometimes... ugghh!

i think its a mental disease,i really think it is; comparing yourselfs with others, and not purposely. you do it as a 6th sense! and i really think all of dreyfoos has the same disease, we are all trying to compare ourselves with one another, even if we think we aren't. A.W. Dreyfoos School of the Arts is a HUGE mental house!... but we r in denial...


p.s. roni and emy r the best drinkn friends ever lol *in the car that was soooooo funny "mom emmy has old pics of us in her backpack"*
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
10:50 pm - sweet 16
ok well its been an ok b-day i think my partay will b a WHOLE lot better!! i hate busdrivers, let alone lying busdrivers.... CRAZZY read more of r day at DRAMARONI lj. she explains how much we hate bus drivers! o yea finally broke up w/ bobby! FINALLY, right? i hate wen guys get WAYYYY over obsessive its so freaky. on a different note... veronic is the best friend ever! she baked me a cake last nite and wen she came over my house this morning to put b-day signs all over my house, it was sooo sweet. then she woke me up singing happy birthday and brought me cake.. haha i loved it!... of course since its chocolate.. hehe :) my grand parents took me out to chinese buffet (sooo yummy!) and matt (friend) showed up out of nowhere, it was sooo weird, he just came right up to our table.. strange, but cool he wished me a sweet 16 :). ok im outy, i cant believe i just wrote that...lol


p.s. my daddy is getting me an ipod for my 16th!!! woot woot

current mood: tired
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
6:58 pm
Summer Wheatley
(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
12:12 am
wow i havent updated in like forever!

well i went to the fair yeserday.... fuckn carnies... i swear just b/c they didnt succeed in life(and they are cleaning kid puke for a living) doesnt mean they have to yell and hit on us. but it was fun. sooo many peeps(haha) were wiuth us. i just want the record to show that i love matt and jen... they r soo great! but bobby got soo sick on the ferris wheel.. it was eird b/c he can go on everything but that...i felt soo bad aww my poor baby. :) ok well im out b/c christina is taking up the bed.
peace out a-town

ps- jacob scott and andreas r at my house...lol
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
5:52 pm - bobby and krista<3 12-11-04
hey well all i can say is... juries suck, but atleast senior reps arent over... or id been screwed today. i was up at 2 a.m. doing freckin character ANALysis. Yea and it was a waste b/c we didnt even begin ne juries. im sooo disappointed at the senior reps... i just remember watching years past and thinking they were amazing... but for real i havent seen ne amazing ones, except for a few costume designs.
yea so bobby asked me out on saturday, so now i finally hve a boyfriend i enjoy being around.. i like him A LOT... n i think we r going to b together for awhile... well i really hope soo!!
ok well im going b/c my brother keeps ringing the doorbell and hiding...
p.s. i got a new cell!! same # though!

current mood: loved
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
9:29 pm - dancing through life
umm, so last saturday was a big waste of time... i didnt get in for anything-IE's. but my scoresheet for jess and i, is amazing, i really hate wen judges give u superiors and then cross them out. we recieved only one comment in the improve.. section. 1 FUCKING COMMENT!! and they accepted people that like five! all i can say is WAT A HOLE! on another note, i met this kid named bobby last weekend and we have really good chemistry... we talk on the phone alll the time, its rididculous, but im going on a date with him on saturday to the movies! im so excited, i really like him alot! AHH! i cant wait for roni's fiesta! its goin to b awesome:) hells yeas puta....
::parade sat. and movies!!!::


current mood: tired
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
10:52 pm - ooo shooo
IE's today, i thought i did farely well, and other people did awesome!...
cc and mann went on a date tonite and they kissed<3
"love is in the aiirrr"


current mood: bouncy
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
12:29 am
i hate essays...

current mood: nauseated
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